18 tomorrow.
chch tomorrow.
Excited? Yes.
Nervous? Yes.
Liking my chances of actually being picked up from the airport once I get to Chch? No.
Ahh.
Today was a fairly average day. Looked at baches in social studies, and English extension. i cant even remember what we did in english. business did nada. physics last was alright tho, our teacher didnt show up so I went for a walk =D Found Nikki in design so had a good chat to her, had a wee paper fight with Mr Lee. Went to careers and made an appointment to talk to UC in 5 weeks time. Back to class to race cars with Raiden and play with fire. As ya do. Then home.
Have started packing my stuff for tomorrow, but cbf atm. Excitement wears off when the one person you're going there to see isnt talking to you. =(
My tip for the day: Be careful what you say, how you react. Think before you speak, type or act. Consider how it will effect you in the long run, and everyone around you. The ones you love the most, anbd those who love you back. Sometimes, it just isn't worth the drama. Sometimes you need to step back, take a breath, and see the situation with a clear head. Sometimes you dont, and then you regret it.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Wednesday 8th
Today was an averagely okay day.
Had study last, so got to leave early, but socials first, study second, bio third, physics forth.
Study second was kinda cool.. Jacqui and i got kicked out of 2 computer rooms, wandered around, tried to find out about leavers jerseys, and spent a considerable amount of time chilling in the empty auditorium. That was about all.
Got home, had a shower and got into bed. So tired, and still so sore from skating! The bruise on my left knee is cool though, purple surrounded by green =D
Talked to mum about chch this morning, her answer was a simple no. And she pointed out that she doesnt want David and I together. My answer? "good fucking luck" i then proceeded to leave the car.
When she got home she came straight to my room and had a bitch about it. I yelled at her, purely out of frustration, and she stormed out of the room.
About 20 minutes later I went to the kitchen where she was making dinner and she sed she wants to know where im staying, and she'll drop me off at the airport.
Stoked.
So yeah, pretty much a day and a half until I get to see him =]
over.the.moon
xx
Had study last, so got to leave early, but socials first, study second, bio third, physics forth.
Study second was kinda cool.. Jacqui and i got kicked out of 2 computer rooms, wandered around, tried to find out about leavers jerseys, and spent a considerable amount of time chilling in the empty auditorium. That was about all.
Got home, had a shower and got into bed. So tired, and still so sore from skating! The bruise on my left knee is cool though, purple surrounded by green =D
Talked to mum about chch this morning, her answer was a simple no. And she pointed out that she doesnt want David and I together. My answer? "good fucking luck" i then proceeded to leave the car.
When she got home she came straight to my room and had a bitch about it. I yelled at her, purely out of frustration, and she stormed out of the room.
About 20 minutes later I went to the kitchen where she was making dinner and she sed she wants to know where im staying, and she'll drop me off at the airport.
Stoked.
So yeah, pretty much a day and a half until I get to see him =]
over.the.moon
xx
Monday, September 6, 2010
Tuesday 7th
Loooooooonnngggg day
Started with bio, which was super boring. Then physics, where i had my eyes closed for 98% of the class. :S
English extension and English we had Mr Hoggggg. :O
Started writing an essay in extension (etension! woooo!), and in English i played hangman with Nicole and Jacqui, haha. Mean fun..
ZOMBIES!
A! E! I! 12! ZOMBIES!!!
Is it Zombies?
Yoo look like you're planning on planning on planning on making a plan. -Yeah, in about an hour im gona go to lunch.
ahaha. *pause*
*resuuume*
Whats a viper?
a snaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake
Ahh English would suck balls without those 2. :D
Lunch was quiet.
p5 i had business. Was... idk i did pretty much nothing.
Seemed as though the day would never end. Dragged along so much. Was so tired all day, which really didnt help.
Eventually got home, did macks barley, had a shower and now im in bed blogging. Was txting, but i just got ditched. rahh.
To wait for him to unbusy himself? orrr to go to sleep now?
These are the questions that haunt me.
hmm. Either way, thats about all for this blog. No real deep thoughts today.
Toodles.
x
Started with bio, which was super boring. Then physics, where i had my eyes closed for 98% of the class. :S
English extension and English we had Mr Hoggggg. :O
Started writing an essay in extension (etension! woooo!), and in English i played hangman with Nicole and Jacqui, haha. Mean fun..
ZOMBIES!
A! E! I! 12! ZOMBIES!!!
Is it Zombies?
Yoo look like you're planning on planning on planning on making a plan. -Yeah, in about an hour im gona go to lunch.
ahaha. *pause*
*resuuume*
Whats a viper?
a snaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake
Ahh English would suck balls without those 2. :D
Lunch was quiet.
p5 i had business. Was... idk i did pretty much nothing.
Seemed as though the day would never end. Dragged along so much. Was so tired all day, which really didnt help.
Eventually got home, did macks barley, had a shower and now im in bed blogging. Was txting, but i just got ditched. rahh.
To wait for him to unbusy himself? orrr to go to sleep now?
These are the questions that haunt me.
hmm. Either way, thats about all for this blog. No real deep thoughts today.
Toodles.
x
Monday 6th
Wooo meeeeaaaan Monday!!!
Its now three days until I'm 18, and three and a half days until I get to go to Christchurch to see David =D
yay!
So anyway, school was so laxxed today, I had one class. ONE!
This is how it weeennntttt:
morning: Saw everyone after the weekend, lol'd again about the circus, ice skating, being kidnapped, etc etc. =]
p1 - I had study. It was in SVDM sooo didnt have to move classes =D Did no work, but talked lots :D Raiden attached me to Foo's bag then took me for a walk :P Jo brought him in balloons for his bday and he static'd my hair with them. Super annoying. Then we all had a huge chat about Steve. Bloody Steve!
After study I had english. but Nicole and I didnt want to watch The Crucible so we went to the library to 'do our own study'. Ended up sitting in the corner of the non fiction zone chatting about boys, the future, family, mutts, etc etc and Mr Fitzhenry walks in. Thankfully he had tunnel vision at the time and walked straight past us, giving us just enough time to leap behind a shelf, then crawl around the back of the library to the history section. Then he saw us, and asked what we were doing. Our answer: Looking for books on McCarthyism. He was like 'hmm.. well there should be some in the 1950's section, or there's heaps on learning resources' haha sooo we looked super good for doing extra research, and he thought we wer actually studying. Score! Needless to say we went back to our corner for the rest of the lesson and continued our chat =D
Morning tea involved something which I cant remember.... i think i was txting too much to pay any attention to what was being said.
Period three I had business, which I actually went to. We just watched animated videos on health and safety. :D And stress! haha. Then Tash and I had the chch vs auckland talk. :P
Period 4 was a period50 for girls. But Nicole and I wanted to finish our goss sesh so sat in VDM and continued talking. Was deffo good. Muchly needed.
After that I went home, coz I had study last. =D
Tawked to David on thee phone, and now on msn.
Just found my old blog, which Lubii and I wrote when we were bored. Car critique of ads on trademe. haha. If anyones interested, http://roflcars.blogspot.com/
pictures are gone coz obv ads expired, but our wee rants are still there.
hmmm.. on msn atm. I love my hoodie =D I also love my bf, but i do wish he would stop chewing everything he touches. :S
Anywaayyyy,
Thats about all for today. As epic as it was, I now want to focus on my convo.
Heres hoping for another amazing day tomorrow
xo
Its now three days until I'm 18, and three and a half days until I get to go to Christchurch to see David =D
yay!
So anyway, school was so laxxed today, I had one class. ONE!
This is how it weeennntttt:
morning: Saw everyone after the weekend, lol'd again about the circus, ice skating, being kidnapped, etc etc. =]
p1 - I had study. It was in SVDM sooo didnt have to move classes =D Did no work, but talked lots :D Raiden attached me to Foo's bag then took me for a walk :P Jo brought him in balloons for his bday and he static'd my hair with them. Super annoying. Then we all had a huge chat about Steve. Bloody Steve!
After study I had english. but Nicole and I didnt want to watch The Crucible so we went to the library to 'do our own study'. Ended up sitting in the corner of the non fiction zone chatting about boys, the future, family, mutts, etc etc and Mr Fitzhenry walks in. Thankfully he had tunnel vision at the time and walked straight past us, giving us just enough time to leap behind a shelf, then crawl around the back of the library to the history section. Then he saw us, and asked what we were doing. Our answer: Looking for books on McCarthyism. He was like 'hmm.. well there should be some in the 1950's section, or there's heaps on learning resources' haha sooo we looked super good for doing extra research, and he thought we wer actually studying. Score! Needless to say we went back to our corner for the rest of the lesson and continued our chat =D
Morning tea involved something which I cant remember.... i think i was txting too much to pay any attention to what was being said.
Period three I had business, which I actually went to. We just watched animated videos on health and safety. :D And stress! haha. Then Tash and I had the chch vs auckland talk. :P
Period 4 was a period50 for girls. But Nicole and I wanted to finish our goss sesh so sat in VDM and continued talking. Was deffo good. Muchly needed.
After that I went home, coz I had study last. =D
Tawked to David on thee phone, and now on msn.
Just found my old blog, which Lubii and I wrote when we were bored. Car critique of ads on trademe. haha. If anyones interested, http://roflcars.blogspot.com/
pictures are gone coz obv ads expired, but our wee rants are still there.
hmmm.. on msn atm. I love my hoodie =D I also love my bf, but i do wish he would stop chewing everything he touches. :S
Anywaayyyy,
Thats about all for today. As epic as it was, I now want to focus on my convo.
Heres hoping for another amazing day tomorrow
xo
Sunday 5th
Fathers day.
Today was a really lame end to an awesome weekend. Had to wake up far too early to take pill, then stayed in bed most of the morning. Got out of bed at 11, and had three hours to get ready for lunch.
I looked awesome. Annoyingly i spent most of the day in my room, after being totally shot down. Mum yelled at me when everyone was here because apparently i used ALL of her makeup and wasted it on myself, so now she has none.
Totally ridiculous, since pretty much 98% of the time the only makeup i wear is eyemakup, anyone who sees me everyday at school can back me up there.
Then family lunch went the same as it usually does... The adults all talk, and the kids talk. Adults = all the adults, plus Jordan. Kids = the oldest is 13.
Where does the leave me? Nowhere. Excluded from the adult group, AND the kids group, i fly solo. Usually end up just leaving.
Pretty much exactly what I did on Sunday. Just didnt go out to lunch. Kinda got to me a lot when nobody even asked where I was.
Sooo spent the day in bed, on a wave of depression. David helped tonnes though, and i skyped with him later. =] Made me smile again.
And that was pretty much Sunday.
Today was a really lame end to an awesome weekend. Had to wake up far too early to take pill, then stayed in bed most of the morning. Got out of bed at 11, and had three hours to get ready for lunch.
I looked awesome. Annoyingly i spent most of the day in my room, after being totally shot down. Mum yelled at me when everyone was here because apparently i used ALL of her makeup and wasted it on myself, so now she has none.
Totally ridiculous, since pretty much 98% of the time the only makeup i wear is eyemakup, anyone who sees me everyday at school can back me up there.
Then family lunch went the same as it usually does... The adults all talk, and the kids talk. Adults = all the adults, plus Jordan. Kids = the oldest is 13.
Where does the leave me? Nowhere. Excluded from the adult group, AND the kids group, i fly solo. Usually end up just leaving.
Pretty much exactly what I did on Sunday. Just didnt go out to lunch. Kinda got to me a lot when nobody even asked where I was.
Sooo spent the day in bed, on a wave of depression. David helped tonnes though, and i skyped with him later. =] Made me smile again.
And that was pretty much Sunday.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Saturday 4th
Woke up at frikkin 6:30 this morning, then again at 7:45. Couldnt get back to sleep after that.
Chatted on msn for a while, sat in bed txting David and looked at the news on the internet about chch's earthquakes until Jacqui woke up.
Then we got dressed and ready and went to Asahi for brunch.
After that we got ditched by our driver so melanie drove us home. We sat and watched Kendra for a while, then mum took us to albany. On the way I wanted to kill David for his txt, but these feelings quickly subsided.
The plan was to go to the movies, but due to a certain only child not getting his way we went to the circus instead. This resulted in having to amuse ourselves for three hours, so we went and had dinner and played hangman on the chalk table at borders with 2 9 year old boys. They won.
Then we went to the circus. Was super fun, and at the end we stayed inside singing to Shania Twain. So many memories in that song!
I feel like I've missed a huge chunk of day out?
hmmm
So bruised and stiff and sore from falling last nyt! :S
After the circus I went home, annoyed at David pretty much the whole way, and when i got home. Broke down about the whole situation, thinking about being in chch next weekend and next year.
Tried to make a list of pro's and cons of staying or moving... One positive of moving, he had better make it worth it!!!
Ohhh and breaking news, I am now on a budget.
Yes, i said it.
Even I am shocked at how much I've spent lately. Shocking. Next year will kill me, David should probably look into getting a night job :P
Tbh i really just cbf blogging now.
Love you all
xx
Chatted on msn for a while, sat in bed txting David and looked at the news on the internet about chch's earthquakes until Jacqui woke up.
Then we got dressed and ready and went to Asahi for brunch.
After that we got ditched by our driver so melanie drove us home. We sat and watched Kendra for a while, then mum took us to albany. On the way I wanted to kill David for his txt, but these feelings quickly subsided.
The plan was to go to the movies, but due to a certain only child not getting his way we went to the circus instead. This resulted in having to amuse ourselves for three hours, so we went and had dinner and played hangman on the chalk table at borders with 2 9 year old boys. They won.
Then we went to the circus. Was super fun, and at the end we stayed inside singing to Shania Twain. So many memories in that song!
I feel like I've missed a huge chunk of day out?
hmmm
So bruised and stiff and sore from falling last nyt! :S
After the circus I went home, annoyed at David pretty much the whole way, and when i got home. Broke down about the whole situation, thinking about being in chch next weekend and next year.
Tried to make a list of pro's and cons of staying or moving... One positive of moving, he had better make it worth it!!!
Ohhh and breaking news, I am now on a budget.
Yes, i said it.
Even I am shocked at how much I've spent lately. Shocking. Next year will kill me, David should probably look into getting a night job :P
Tbh i really just cbf blogging now.
Love you all
xx
Friday 3rd
wahooo mega cool day!!!
Went to school in the morning, had business in which i did nothing, social studies where i did some cutting and pasting then study, where jacqui and i sat in the business pod chatting =D
Then i left. Went to Takapuna to go to the dentist, was a fantabulous experience. I love the dentist =D There was a hooker there (100% sure!) but thats okay. =D
Then we went to Asahi for lunch, and over to the nail salon to get my acrylics taken off. My naisl are now mine, and theyr blue and sparkly =D wooo!
haha its so wierd, just typing these without the fakeys on. :P
The guy who did my nails was super gentle! So pleased, was scared it was going to kill me. but he was so nice! Took over an hour and a half, but theyr finally off and i dont have toooo much damage to the nail underneath.
Then i met Caitlin and Jacqui back at asahi. Had sushi for afternoon tea. Saw Nicole, Shivy, Shelvin and Nick. Got sushi for dinner. =D
Then we went to the library until Sundanay showed up, and we met her. Jacqui left coz 'her mum needed her card' which i believed, and caitlin and sundanay kidnapped me.
Funniest shit ever! Caitlina and Sundanay arguing going in and out of accent, standing in orewa tied up/blindfolded, then shoved into a car, with jacqui also now going in and out of accent.
"you couldv gone!" -Caitlin
"He didnt have his indicator on!" Jacqui
"you're treally bad at driving" - Sundanay.
Good shit. Got back to the school car park where they dressed me up and showed me the car. It looked amazing, streamers all over the ceiling and cake, wine and wine glasses in the back =] so super cute, such amazing friends.
Pretty much crying now that I wont have them next year ='(
We went back to mine and got sorted then headed to Paradice. Snuck cake and sushi in, and went skating. Was amazing fun, had lots of laughs! Super proud of Sundanay since it was her forst time ever! Lots of falls, but lots of fun.
Best fall - My first ever fall on ice, linked arms with Jacqui and we both went down. Caitlin and Sundanay were rofling at us, then came over to help. On her way Caitlin fell too, and so did Sundanay. Spent a while on the ice laughing.
eventually we left, sore and exhausted. Went back to Caitlins for a bit, then went home. Bed by about 1am.
Final thoughts? I love my friends. So much. They dont even care that Im ditching them next weekend instead of having a huge party with them, instead they give me my own little party before I leave. My 'almost 18th'. Those people mean so much to me, and i appreciate them being in my life so so much. To everyone I have that I seem to often take for granted. You are all amazing, never let anyone tell you otherwise. And i really do hope i never lose touch with any of you, even next year. You are all far too special to lose.
xo
Went to school in the morning, had business in which i did nothing, social studies where i did some cutting and pasting then study, where jacqui and i sat in the business pod chatting =D
Then i left. Went to Takapuna to go to the dentist, was a fantabulous experience. I love the dentist =D There was a hooker there (100% sure!) but thats okay. =D
Then we went to Asahi for lunch, and over to the nail salon to get my acrylics taken off. My naisl are now mine, and theyr blue and sparkly =D wooo!
haha its so wierd, just typing these without the fakeys on. :P
The guy who did my nails was super gentle! So pleased, was scared it was going to kill me. but he was so nice! Took over an hour and a half, but theyr finally off and i dont have toooo much damage to the nail underneath.
Then i met Caitlin and Jacqui back at asahi. Had sushi for afternoon tea. Saw Nicole, Shivy, Shelvin and Nick. Got sushi for dinner. =D
Then we went to the library until Sundanay showed up, and we met her. Jacqui left coz 'her mum needed her card' which i believed, and caitlin and sundanay kidnapped me.
Funniest shit ever! Caitlina and Sundanay arguing going in and out of accent, standing in orewa tied up/blindfolded, then shoved into a car, with jacqui also now going in and out of accent.
"you couldv gone!" -Caitlin
"He didnt have his indicator on!" Jacqui
"you're treally bad at driving" - Sundanay.
Good shit. Got back to the school car park where they dressed me up and showed me the car. It looked amazing, streamers all over the ceiling and cake, wine and wine glasses in the back =] so super cute, such amazing friends.
Pretty much crying now that I wont have them next year ='(
We went back to mine and got sorted then headed to Paradice. Snuck cake and sushi in, and went skating. Was amazing fun, had lots of laughs! Super proud of Sundanay since it was her forst time ever! Lots of falls, but lots of fun.
Best fall - My first ever fall on ice, linked arms with Jacqui and we both went down. Caitlin and Sundanay were rofling at us, then came over to help. On her way Caitlin fell too, and so did Sundanay. Spent a while on the ice laughing.
eventually we left, sore and exhausted. Went back to Caitlins for a bit, then went home. Bed by about 1am.
Final thoughts? I love my friends. So much. They dont even care that Im ditching them next weekend instead of having a huge party with them, instead they give me my own little party before I leave. My 'almost 18th'. Those people mean so much to me, and i appreciate them being in my life so so much. To everyone I have that I seem to often take for granted. You are all amazing, never let anyone tell you otherwise. And i really do hope i never lose touch with any of you, even next year. You are all far too special to lose.
xo
Thursday 2nd
something happened on Thursday which i cant quite remember...
Idk.. That whole day has been erased from my memory...
:S
Idk.. That whole day has been erased from my memory...
:S
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Thursday 2nd, plus glimpses of Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday
haha i just noticed my blog is 'keepingupwithgeorgia' ..good luck with that, judging by the irregular posting georgia cant even keep up with georgia.
Anyway, I cannot remember Monday or Tuesday at all!
I know I handed in bio on Monday morning, huge relief to have that done. But thats all I remember. There is one quote that im STILL rofling about.. i have no idea whether it was said on Monday or Tuesday, but it goes as follows...
[in a discussion about sex & the city, anal sex and rear entry]
Cat: "IT CAN'T BE DONE!!! IT DOES NOT WORK!!"
Richard: "Yes it can! Have you ever WATCHED porn?!"
Cat: "have you ever HAD sex?!"
*uproar*
Richard: "i dont want to anyway..."
BURN!!!!!
ahaha.
So since my memory sucks balls, I'll jump ahead to Wednesday.
Highly successful day! Had a meeting with the bank so left part way into p4. the meeting lasted 12 minutes but we stayed out for the rest of p4, lunch time, and didnt go to p5. Had sushi for lunch, and iced mangoes. Then we went to bin inn and got lollies where we made friends with the greenpeace guys. They soon became enemies as they wanted us to donate a minimum of 15$ a month to greenpeace. They wouldn't let us say no so we had to run away, literally running.
Then we went to the playground, had a swing, and went to fam planning. Was mean fun, had a good laugh with the lady, argued with her that im 172cm but she measured me as 168, got prescription and condoms and left. We tried to take a shortcut across the grass of the park but it had rained so much it was pretty much a swamp. Had to abort that mish.
Walking back to the chemist we saw Shelvin and Shivy, who drove down the highway at the speed of our walk. No words were exchanged, but it was pretty cool having music to walk to. Eventually they left, we got the pills, and went home.
When we got home nothing much happened, we had dinner, read through the info from fam planning then did study and essay writing, had showers and went to bed.
This morning felt like a Saturday as Jacqui was here. Sadly it wasnt, so we got ready and went to school. Nothing overly interesting happened today. Had study, bio, physics, english extension and english. Played with electricity in physics and accidentally got some sparks.
Lunchtime we bitched about Sundanay.. ;) Sundanay i love yoo!
haha
"all she needs is stockings"
"he cant pee under pressure"
And now im in bed blogging about everything that has happened over the past few days. In short, nothing much.
I do however remember part of Tuesday now,
Jacqui and i wagged study to go to Orewa and get drinks, then went to Asahi and got a piece of sushi each. There we heard 2 old ladies talking about kama sutra. hmmm. Sushi was meant to be though, as Jacqui had perfect cash for a drink each and a piece of sushi each. ($3.60). The following day i had the exact same amount. strange.
Anyway, need to get onto study. Mocckkks soooooon
bye dolls
xoxo
Anyway, I cannot remember Monday or Tuesday at all!
I know I handed in bio on Monday morning, huge relief to have that done. But thats all I remember. There is one quote that im STILL rofling about.. i have no idea whether it was said on Monday or Tuesday, but it goes as follows...
[in a discussion about sex & the city, anal sex and rear entry]
Cat: "IT CAN'T BE DONE!!! IT DOES NOT WORK!!"
Richard: "Yes it can! Have you ever WATCHED porn?!"
Cat: "have you ever HAD sex?!"
*uproar*
Richard: "i dont want to anyway..."
BURN!!!!!
ahaha.
So since my memory sucks balls, I'll jump ahead to Wednesday.
Highly successful day! Had a meeting with the bank so left part way into p4. the meeting lasted 12 minutes but we stayed out for the rest of p4, lunch time, and didnt go to p5. Had sushi for lunch, and iced mangoes. Then we went to bin inn and got lollies where we made friends with the greenpeace guys. They soon became enemies as they wanted us to donate a minimum of 15$ a month to greenpeace. They wouldn't let us say no so we had to run away, literally running.
Then we went to the playground, had a swing, and went to fam planning. Was mean fun, had a good laugh with the lady, argued with her that im 172cm but she measured me as 168, got prescription and condoms and left. We tried to take a shortcut across the grass of the park but it had rained so much it was pretty much a swamp. Had to abort that mish.
Walking back to the chemist we saw Shelvin and Shivy, who drove down the highway at the speed of our walk. No words were exchanged, but it was pretty cool having music to walk to. Eventually they left, we got the pills, and went home.
When we got home nothing much happened, we had dinner, read through the info from fam planning then did study and essay writing, had showers and went to bed.
This morning felt like a Saturday as Jacqui was here. Sadly it wasnt, so we got ready and went to school. Nothing overly interesting happened today. Had study, bio, physics, english extension and english. Played with electricity in physics and accidentally got some sparks.
Lunchtime we bitched about Sundanay.. ;) Sundanay i love yoo!
haha
"all she needs is stockings"
"he cant pee under pressure"
And now im in bed blogging about everything that has happened over the past few days. In short, nothing much.
I do however remember part of Tuesday now,
Jacqui and i wagged study to go to Orewa and get drinks, then went to Asahi and got a piece of sushi each. There we heard 2 old ladies talking about kama sutra. hmmm. Sushi was meant to be though, as Jacqui had perfect cash for a drink each and a piece of sushi each. ($3.60). The following day i had the exact same amount. strange.
Anyway, need to get onto study. Mocckkks soooooon
bye dolls
xoxo
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