Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Thursday 29th

In my defense, I was in Auckland.
Poor excuse, but like I give a fuck.

Today, I'm ready to give up. To pack my things, load up the car, and go home.

I hate it here. I hate this broken city, I hate the lack of nice beaches and offshore Islands, I hate the lack of nice restaurants and decent sushi. I hate this house, how it's too small for 4 people and I never feel alone, I hate not having the food I like, I hate dinners of lamb with instant pasta and peas, I hate being scared of the scumbags who are stealing covers off horses, and cleaning out tackrooms and homes. I hate not having my wonderful friends, I hate not being able to do the things I enjoy.

I hate feeling like an extra in this game of happy families.

I hate feeling like when I'm here, I don't have a real relationship, that I'm dating a five year old.

I want to go home.
To my family.
To my friends.
To my house with a beatiful ocean view.
To nice, smooth roads.
To free grazing.
To a nice car.
To the boat.
To good food.
To Asahi, Iced Mangoes, and expensive dinners out.
To malls and buildings that don't have cracks up the walls.
To Woodhill Forest ad Muriwai beach.
To happyness.

I want my life back. And my boyfriend. The one I get when we leave here, the one I get in Auckland, Greymouth, Taupo, Wellington, Hanmer. The one I lose whenever we get back to this shithole.

Should never have left.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Saturday 17th to Monday 19th

Ha, pathetic effort thus far.

Last time I blogged was Friday... eep.

Saturday was a fairly busy day... David and I realised we need some sort of storage for our room. Decided to get plastic cubes and set out to find them. However, I remember them being significantly bigger, so we went to 5ish different places looking for the 'real' cubes. Eventually I settled on the little ones, and a laundry hamper.

However once the cubes were in place, I realised they look bigger when they're not in the shop :D
Soo we cleaned everything up, and made heaps more room.

Watched a few movies that night, one being Kung Fu Panda 2, which have me the hugest craving for dumplings.

Sunday morning, of course, started with Dumplings at around lunch time. NOOOMMMMM
Then home to finish off movies and room.

And that was about it..

Monday. iSite. Fail of a morning - ran out of things to do by 10:30 so spent the next hour making bracelets out of paper clips and name labels on the label maker.

Left earlier than intended and went to ferrymead for the bank. Go the asb portacom!

After lunch I headed to South City feeling like a loser by myself for a few things.. first time driving on Colombo :O

rest of the day was nothing much... doing washing and tending to neighs.

Any real thoughts over the last 3 days? If there were, I can't remember them.

x

Thursday, December 15, 2011

December 16th, 2011

Alrighty it is now the end of 2011 and I have decided to start blogging again.

This has been the craziest year - with uni falling through then CPIT business also falling through. Oh, and work!

Earthquakes have finally settled - I don't know what I would have done with David!

Had a go at automotive through a course at CPIT. Definately not where I want to take my life.

Today, I worked for Frank at iSite Media. It was alright, however my eyes were hurting by 1:30 and I got a $55 parking ticket - not ideal! Luckily I actually have the money atm to pay it! Eeeep!

David bought me beautiful flowers the other day - lots of purples and white all wrapped up in pretty purple paper... my fave colour! He's amazing, really truely wonderful.

So anyway, that's all for today, my first blog here in over a year!
Plans for the evening? Get dinner with David, and watch "Good Luck Charlie; Its Christmas"

Don't judge.

Outties.
x

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Thursday 9th

18 tomorrow.
chch tomorrow.
Excited? Yes.
Nervous? Yes.
Liking my chances of actually being picked up from the airport once I get to Chch? No.

Ahh.
 Today was a fairly average day. Looked at baches in social studies, and English extension. i cant even remember what we did in english. business did nada. physics last was alright tho, our teacher didnt show up so I went for a walk =D Found Nikki in design so had a good chat to her, had a wee paper fight with Mr Lee. Went to careers and made an appointment to talk to UC in 5 weeks time. Back to class to race cars with Raiden and play with fire. As ya do. Then home.

Have started packing my stuff for tomorrow, but cbf atm. Excitement wears off when the one person you're going there to see isnt talking to you. =(

My tip for the day: Be careful what you say, how you react. Think before you speak, type or act. Consider how it will effect you in the long run, and everyone around you. The ones you love the most, anbd those who love you back. Sometimes, it just isn't worth the drama. Sometimes you need to step back, take a breath, and see the situation with a clear head. Sometimes you dont, and then you regret it.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Wednesday 8th

Today was an averagely okay day.

Had study last, so got to leave early, but socials first, study second, bio third, physics forth.

Study second was kinda cool.. Jacqui and i got kicked out of 2 computer rooms, wandered around, tried to find out about leavers jerseys, and spent a considerable amount of time chilling in the empty auditorium. That was about all.

Got home, had a shower and got into bed. So tired, and still so sore from skating! The bruise on my left knee is cool though, purple surrounded by green =D

Talked to mum about chch this morning, her answer was a simple no. And she pointed out that she doesnt want David and I together. My answer? "good fucking luck" i then proceeded to leave the car.

When she got home she came straight to my room and had a bitch about it. I yelled at her, purely out of frustration, and she stormed out of the room.

About 20 minutes later I went to the kitchen where she was making dinner and she sed she wants to know where im staying, and she'll drop me off at the airport.
Stoked.

So yeah, pretty much a day and a half until I get to see him =]
over.the.moon

xx

Monday, September 6, 2010

Tuesday 7th

Loooooooonnngggg day

Started with bio, which was super boring. Then physics, where i had my eyes closed for 98% of the class. :S
English extension and English we had Mr Hoggggg. :O
Started writing an essay in extension (etension! woooo!), and in English i played hangman with Nicole and Jacqui, haha. Mean fun..
ZOMBIES!
A! E! I! 12! ZOMBIES!!!
Is it Zombies?
Yoo look like you're planning on planning on planning on making a plan.  -Yeah, in about an hour im gona go to lunch.

ahaha. *pause*



*resuuume*
Whats a viper?
a snaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake

Ahh English would suck balls without those 2. :D

Lunch was quiet.
p5 i had business. Was... idk i did pretty much nothing.

Seemed as though the day would never end. Dragged along so much. Was so tired all day, which really didnt help.

Eventually got home, did macks barley, had a shower and now im in bed blogging. Was txting, but i just got ditched. rahh.

To wait for him to unbusy himself? orrr to go to sleep now?
These are the questions that haunt me.

hmm. Either way, thats about all for this blog. No real deep thoughts today.
Toodles.
x

Monday 6th

Wooo meeeeaaaan Monday!!!

Its now three days until I'm 18, and three and a half days until I get to go to Christchurch to see David =D
yay!

So anyway, school was so laxxed today, I had one class. ONE!
This is how it weeennntttt:
morning: Saw everyone after the weekend, lol'd again about the circus, ice skating, being kidnapped, etc etc. =]
p1 - I had study. It was in SVDM sooo didnt have to move classes =D Did no work, but talked lots :D Raiden attached me to Foo's bag then took me for a walk :P Jo brought him in balloons for his bday and he static'd my hair with them. Super annoying. Then we all had a huge chat about Steve. Bloody Steve!

After study I had english. but Nicole and I didnt want to watch The Crucible so we went to the library to 'do our own study'. Ended up sitting in the corner of the non fiction zone chatting about boys, the future, family, mutts, etc etc and Mr Fitzhenry walks in. Thankfully he had tunnel vision at the time and walked straight past us, giving us just enough time to leap behind a shelf, then crawl around the back of the library to the history section. Then he saw us, and asked what we were doing. Our answer: Looking for books on McCarthyism. He was like 'hmm.. well there should be some in the 1950's section, or there's heaps on learning resources' haha sooo we looked super good for doing extra research, and he thought we wer actually studying. Score! Needless to say we went back to our corner for the rest of the lesson and continued our chat =D

Morning tea involved something which I cant remember.... i think i was txting too much to pay any attention to what was being said.

Period three I had business, which I actually went to. We just watched animated videos on health and safety. :D And stress! haha. Then Tash and I had the chch vs auckland talk. :P

Period 4 was a period50 for girls. But Nicole and I wanted to finish our goss sesh so sat in VDM and continued talking. Was deffo good. Muchly needed.
After that I went home, coz I had study last. =D

Tawked to David on thee phone, and now on msn.

Just found my old blog, which Lubii and I wrote when we were bored. Car critique of ads on trademe. haha. If anyones interested, http://roflcars.blogspot.com/
pictures are gone coz obv ads expired, but our wee rants are still there.

hmmm.. on msn atm. I love my hoodie =D I also love my bf, but i do wish he would stop chewing everything he touches. :S

Anywaayyyy,
Thats about all for today. As epic as it was, I now want to focus on my convo.
Heres hoping for another amazing day tomorrow
xo

Sunday 5th

Fathers day.

Today was a really lame end to an awesome weekend. Had to wake up far too early to take pill, then stayed in bed most of the morning. Got out of bed at 11, and had three hours to get ready for lunch.

I looked awesome. Annoyingly i spent most of the day in my room, after being totally shot down. Mum yelled at me when everyone was here because apparently i used ALL of her makeup and wasted it on myself, so now she has none.
Totally ridiculous, since pretty much 98% of the time the only makeup i wear is eyemakup, anyone who sees me everyday at school can back me up there.

Then family lunch went the same as it usually does... The adults all talk, and the kids talk. Adults = all the adults, plus Jordan. Kids = the oldest is 13.
Where does the leave me? Nowhere. Excluded from the adult group, AND the kids group, i fly solo. Usually end up just leaving.
Pretty much exactly what I did on Sunday. Just didnt go out to lunch. Kinda got to me a lot when nobody even asked where I was.

Sooo spent the day in bed, on a wave of depression. David helped tonnes though, and i skyped with him later. =] Made me smile again.

And that was pretty much Sunday.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Saturday 4th

Woke up at frikkin 6:30 this morning, then again at 7:45. Couldnt get back to sleep after that.

Chatted on msn for a while, sat in bed txting David and looked at the news on the internet about chch's earthquakes until Jacqui woke up.
Then we got dressed and ready and went to Asahi for brunch.

After that we got ditched by our driver so melanie drove us home. We sat and watched Kendra for a while, then mum took us to albany. On the way I wanted to kill David for his txt, but these feelings quickly subsided.

The plan was to go to the movies, but due to a certain only child not getting his way we went to the circus instead. This resulted in having to amuse ourselves for three hours, so we went and had dinner and played hangman on the chalk table at borders with 2 9 year old boys. They won.

Then we went to the circus. Was super fun, and at the end we stayed inside singing to Shania Twain. So many memories in that song!

I feel like I've missed a huge chunk of day out?
hmmm
So bruised and stiff and sore from falling last nyt! :S

After the circus I went home, annoyed at David pretty much the whole way, and when i got home. Broke down about the whole situation, thinking about being in chch next weekend and next year.

Tried to make a list of pro's and cons of staying or moving... One positive of moving, he had better make it worth it!!!

Ohhh and breaking news, I am now on a budget.
Yes, i said it.
Even I am shocked at how much I've spent lately. Shocking. Next year will kill me, David should probably look into getting a night job :P

Tbh i really just cbf blogging now.
Love you all
xx

Friday 3rd

wahooo mega cool day!!!

Went to school in the morning, had business in which i did nothing, social studies where i did some cutting and pasting then study, where jacqui and i sat in the business pod chatting =D

Then i left. Went to Takapuna to go to the dentist, was a fantabulous experience. I love the dentist =D There was a hooker there (100% sure!) but thats okay. =D

Then we went to Asahi for lunch, and over to the nail salon to get my acrylics taken off. My naisl are now mine, and theyr blue and sparkly =D wooo!
haha its so wierd, just typing these without the fakeys on. :P
The guy who did my nails was super gentle! So pleased, was scared it was going to kill me. but he was so nice! Took over an hour and a half, but theyr finally off and i dont have toooo much damage to the nail underneath.

Then i met Caitlin and Jacqui back at asahi. Had sushi for afternoon tea. Saw Nicole, Shivy, Shelvin and Nick. Got sushi for dinner. =D

Then we went to the library until Sundanay showed up, and we met her. Jacqui left coz 'her mum needed her card' which i believed, and caitlin and sundanay kidnapped me.
Funniest shit ever! Caitlina and Sundanay arguing going in and out of accent, standing in orewa tied up/blindfolded, then shoved into a car, with jacqui also now going in and out of accent.
"you couldv gone!" -Caitlin
"He didnt have his indicator on!" Jacqui
"you're treally bad at driving" - Sundanay.
Good shit. Got back to the school car park where they dressed me up and showed me the car. It looked amazing, streamers all over the ceiling and cake, wine and wine glasses in the back =] so super cute, such amazing friends.
Pretty much crying now that I wont have them next year ='(

We went back to mine and got sorted then headed to Paradice. Snuck cake and sushi in, and went skating. Was amazing fun, had lots of laughs! Super proud of Sundanay since it was her forst time ever! Lots of falls, but lots of fun.
Best fall - My first ever fall on ice, linked arms with Jacqui and we both went down. Caitlin and Sundanay were rofling at us, then came over to help. On her way Caitlin fell too, and so did Sundanay. Spent a while on the ice laughing.

eventually we left, sore and exhausted. Went back to Caitlins for a bit, then went home. Bed by about 1am.

Final thoughts? I love my friends. So much. They dont even care that Im ditching them next weekend instead of having a huge party with them, instead they give me my own little party before I leave. My 'almost 18th'. Those people mean so much to me, and i appreciate them being in my life so so much. To everyone I have that I seem to often take for granted. You are all amazing, never let anyone tell you otherwise. And i really do hope i never lose touch with any of you, even next year. You are all far too special to lose.

xo

Thursday 2nd

something happened on Thursday which i cant quite remember...

Idk.. That whole day has been erased from my memory...

:S

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Thursday 2nd, plus glimpses of Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday

haha i just noticed my blog is 'keepingupwithgeorgia' ..good luck with that, judging by the irregular posting georgia cant even keep up with georgia.

Anyway, I cannot remember Monday or Tuesday at all!
I know I handed in bio on Monday morning, huge relief to have that done. But thats all I remember. There is one quote that im STILL rofling about.. i have no idea whether it was said on Monday or Tuesday, but it goes as follows...

[in a discussion about sex & the city, anal sex and rear entry]
Cat: "IT CAN'T BE DONE!!! IT DOES NOT WORK!!"
Richard: "Yes it can! Have you ever WATCHED porn?!"
Cat: "have you ever HAD sex?!"
*uproar*
Richard: "i dont want to anyway..."

BURN!!!!!

ahaha.

So since my memory sucks balls, I'll jump ahead to Wednesday.
Highly successful day! Had a meeting with the bank so left part way into p4. the meeting lasted 12 minutes but we stayed out for the rest of p4, lunch time, and didnt go to p5. Had sushi for lunch, and iced mangoes. Then we went to bin inn and got lollies where we made friends with the greenpeace guys. They soon became enemies as they wanted us to donate a minimum of 15$ a month to greenpeace. They wouldn't let us say no so we had to run away, literally running.
Then we went to the playground, had a swing, and went to fam planning. Was mean fun, had a good laugh with the lady, argued with her that im 172cm but she measured me as 168, got prescription and condoms and left. We tried to take a shortcut across the grass of the park but it had rained so much it was pretty much a swamp. Had to abort that mish.

Walking back to the chemist we saw Shelvin and Shivy, who drove down the highway at the speed of our walk. No words were exchanged, but it was pretty cool having music to walk to. Eventually they left, we got the pills, and went home.

When we got home nothing much happened, we had dinner, read through the info from fam planning then did study and essay writing, had showers and went to bed.


This morning felt like a Saturday as Jacqui was here. Sadly it wasnt, so we got ready and went to school. Nothing overly interesting happened today. Had study, bio, physics, english extension and english. Played with electricity in physics and accidentally got some sparks.
Lunchtime we bitched about Sundanay.. ;) Sundanay i love yoo!
haha
"all she needs is stockings"
"he cant pee under pressure"

And now im in bed blogging about everything that has happened over the past few days. In short, nothing much.

I do however remember part of Tuesday now,
Jacqui and i wagged study to go to Orewa and get drinks, then went to Asahi and got a piece of sushi each. There we heard 2 old ladies talking about kama sutra. hmmm. Sushi was meant to be though, as Jacqui had perfect cash for a drink each and a piece of sushi each. ($3.60). The following day i had the exact same amount. strange.

Anyway, need to get onto study. Mocckkks soooooon
bye dolls
xoxo

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Sunday 29th

Today is Sunday.
I wasnt planning on writing this till later but someone cant just wait till tomorrow. Yes, you are a dick.

This morning i woke up sometime around 6:30ish, and it seemed as though the rest of the world was dead. Finished the forst part of my bio internal, got all my riding stuff ready, got Macks dinner sorted and went round to Graemar. Was really nice, the sun came out and weather stayed fine the whole time I rode.
We went around the roads by home, and Mack was such a superstar. No nasty behaviour, just very very forward moving and hot. But thats just Mack. Was so wierd, first time in years that I was actually a little nervous to get on a horse! Have seen him in the paddock recently, but he didnt put a foot wrong on our ride. Managed to get a jump in, tore up the grass on either side but was fun =]  Barked at by a million dogs, and had heaps of kids run to the sidewalk to wave. Kinda wierd, but whatevs. Stopped off at home and put some holes in the lawn, just for lolz.
I love riding around my hill. Macks footfalls echo, so loud. Went for a huge canter up a hill. It was at that point that I realised how much I'm going to miss Mack next year. Extend the canter through the roads in Orewa, then settle down and ride on the buckle back to Graemar. Clever boy!

Got back, got his gear off and talked to David on the phone for a bit. Mum arrived soon after I hung up and I lay out on the lawn in the sun with Bear and Bronte while mum washed, covered, and fed Mack. Then we went home, I talked on the phone a bit more, had a shower, ate sushi, and back to phone.

Not a lot happened between then and now, been working on bio and trying to study. I swear Mrs Brown is insane. To give us homework problems for a start is year 7 work, but homework problems, plus independent study plus internal due on Monday is too much. And for just one subject?

haha kinda makes me laugh. Been distracted all weekend from study by David, then he tells me to blog and continues talking to me which in turn me from blogging :P hehe

Definately looking forward to getting this internal in tomorrow. Will be a huge relief! Had a wee breakdown this evening with stress levels on the rise. 'tears before bedtime.' I dont know where that saying is from, but I use it a lot.

Overall has been a nice weekend. Got quite a bit of study done, getting a decent amount of sleep now and waking up with energy!! No parties, no real socialising, but liking it.

Coming up 10pm and I still havnt quite finished bio. And I was just asked 'done yet?' Patience is a virtue!!!
O well, guess its time to sign out from here and continue working.
xoxo

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Thursday 26th, Friday 27th, Saturday 28th

Fuhck me sideways i dont even remember Thursday. If someone could fill me in though thatd be fab =D
I think it was Thursday night that didnt go so well?

Friday... school was pretty ave, not like an amazingly memorable day, but was pretty chilled. Cant complain. Got to tawk to David again that night, sussed through some shit.

Saturday morning - this morning. Planned on riding Mack first thing buuut since i dont have a bit Im not willing to go out on the roads. Not quite brave enuff for that anymore!

Spent most of the morning studying and doing my bio internal which i hate, and tawking to david for a fair majority of the afternoon. Went for a cobra cruise, was so much fun. Havnt been out in it for so long!! We ended up going up to Puhoi, then cruising back down through the tunnels to Dairy Flat, through Dairy Flat and back to Orewa. So many police cruising round, which kinda ruins the fun. But we still managed to get to 140 miles/hr in spots, that long straight stretch of road just after the tunnels is thee best road ever! Aaaand i can see my pony as we go past =D

haha got home, talked on the phone again then went and chilled while my phone charged. Now blogging. Kinda ready for bed, its not even 9:30pm.
I've turned so boring! I used to be out almost every night of the week, insanely hectic social life, surrounded by people living in a world where sleep comes seldom. And now... now I stay at home studying every night, talking to the bf and getting tonnes of sleep. Inlcuding Friday nights and Saturday nights. So wierd. But i like it =] its nice being properly rested and not feeling so run down all the time. Definately a big change, but a change im quite happy with. =]

Anyway, time for bed. Maybz bed + txting.
either way, laptop goes off.
night all
xxoo

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Wednesday 25th

Pretty good day today..

Had socials, where Blucher was HAPPY! She even laughed!
Then stud for which I went to classics. Mr Dunning is awesome. "I just use what I have when explaining stuff"   "dont look so disgusted!"   "coz the earth is his mother"   "its all in good taste"    "Foreshortening"  lol.
Bio 3rd I actually did some work and it wasnt toooo boring, physics 4th I achieved absolutely nothing at all. Stayed at school for lunch which was rather amusing. Sundanay, yoo make my life hilarious.

Then I left and went to fp, then to the florest to get flowers for mummy and then home. The old ladies at the florest were super nice. Talked to them for ages about next year, uni, etc etc. =]
When I got home it was pretty much storm conditions. Talked to david on the phone for like three quarters of an hour then he had to go and peel potatoes :P I then went and got wood in, started the fire, got my boots inside, accidentally locked myself out, broke back into the house, went and got the washing in, hung it up upstairs, turned the rabbit cages around so they had some shelter and mopped the floors. Then david phoned back and tried to complain about peeling potatoes :P Pssshhhh!!!

Mum came home later and  did my essay. Went to bed quite early, was so exhausted.

Best bit? Getting flowers and talking on the phone.
Worst bit? Locking myself out.

But alll in all, pretty successful day =]
x

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Tuesday 24th

My 100th post!!!! =O

Also mums birthday. Happy birthday mummmyyyy.

Today was a half day. Because of this, we had 4 classes which were each 45 minutes long. Epic!
Started with bio, i sat with Lissy for a change. We took a stroll down memory lane reminiscing about the old times in bio, last year when it was actually fun. Our side of the class was so epic! Our wierd convos, our awesome drawings. Scribbling on each others books and talking the whole time. And the one time that half the grouo was away so we all sat in a line and made a train. And all the time we spent watching the sparrows climb under the roof. haha good times.
Then we had a good hearty rofl when the student teacher was talking about dating, and the different dating methods, that you cant date anything older than 50,000 years old, that you can only date organic stuff. I cried from laughing.

Then I had physics where I wrote my english essay. Part of it anyway.

After morning tea I had english extension, where i did a little bit of essay but spent most of the time playing with my hair. Mr Fitzhenry pointed out that although I wont have any split ends, I also wont have a finished essay to mark. =D
Then i had english, and ended up in the computer pod tawking to nicole, jacqui and nicole about... something? pretty much just nothing important coz i cant even remember it. =S

Then we left! Went to Hola then ditched and went to Asahi. Had lunch. Wrote on Shivys car again. Looked around Orewa. Got icecream. Went to the beach. Played on the playground. Looked at rings. Bought cat ears for the zoo. Went home. Grabbed some barley for pony. Walked to pony. Fed pony. Left pony. came home. nearly died.

When i got home after Mack Jack and his friend were home. The house was a mess, horrible music was blaring. There was mud all over the floor. Im so over running around after those kids. They hae no respect and since theyr so much bigger than me theres not a lot I can do. But Im not here to babysit. Rah!

Ended up having an early shower and getting into bed. Now txting and blogging, but still need to write some essays, get the mail in and do the washing.

But o well, someone has to do it. And since my parents are currently in Wellington, that someone would be me.

Toodles.
x

Monday, August 23, 2010

Monday 23rd

18 days bitches!!!
haha yeah super excited.

anyway,
today school moofed up my half day, by giving the day a 2/1/2 structure rather than the usual 2/2/1.

I had study first and got nothing done. Instead, Lotta, Catherine and I bitched about the mixed English classes this year and how much we miss topstream.
Then I had Englishm ironically enough. Jacqui and Nicole went to the nurse and brought me back a heap of booklets about alcohol, drugs, sex, puberty, love, relationships and abuse. Such lovely friends.

After morning tea I had business, again i did nothing, then lunch.

After lunch was social studies and Sundanay, Jacqui and I sat in the business pod talking about weddings =D haha got some good stuff sussed, but now its been revealed that I cant be a bridesmaid. In order to be a bridesmaid one must be pure, and unmarried with no boyfriend. Sadly for Sundanay, I cant give up my boyfriend and my current vagina just to wear a pretty dress.

After that I went home and made barley for Macks dinner tomorrow. Finally finished my personal evaluation and essay 3.1 on motivation. For fake credits. Cool.

Tonight is Monday night. Obviously. Monday night is night course which displeases me. So lame. =( But staying positive, it gave me the chance to get my essays done =)

Thats pretty much all I can say for today. Need to get back to work on English essays, and my scholarship essay.
Toodles
x

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Sunday 22nd

Bitch day.
This morning I woke up to a super cute txt, which gave me a good start to the morning.
Period came, which is super insanely exciting!!! haha such a relief, I'll never ever ever ever complain about it ever again. Ever.
My happy buzz lasted about 2 hours until...
... I started cramping
... The boys woke up
... The weather turned to shit

And thats when things went downhill.
The boys had their music up super long, and it was super shit. Could not concentrate at all on uni stuff so mum helped me go through it. I ended up getting frustrated and it took up most of the day.
Eventually the boys went out, but I was hungry and tired and had cramps so was in a hrrible mood. Curled up on the couch and didnt talk to anyone to avoid snapping.

This lasted most of the day. Didnt do any school work. again. Was too moody for it.

Cant decide if its a good thing or a bad thing that the weekend zoomed by so quickly...
on one hand, it chomps through my hanmer countdown, but on the other it means its closer to school, and closer to exams. =S

Shallow blog tonight, coz this really isnt where my thoughts are at.
Toodles loves
xo

Friday, August 20, 2010

Saturday 21st

Today I discovered how much I hate kitchens. Like actuals.

I hate cooking
I hate baking
I hate cleaning up
I hate cleaning up the mess I make whilst trying to clean up the first time

rahh!

This morning I wanted orange juice, like not from a bottle. From an orange. Sooo i cranked out the juice and chucked like a million oranges through it. It tasted horrible. Mum came out and laughed at me, informing me that you have to peel the oranges before putting them through the juicer. She then reminded me I dont even like orange juice.
Then I tried to make banana juice but mum wouldnt let me. Dreams - CRUSHED!!!
Shortly after I decided I wanted carrot juice, so cleaned out the juicer and put some carrots through. I didnt like that either.
It was at this point that I gave up.

Mum made me clean everything up, so I did. Then I made her go and buy me sushi for lunch and an iced mango.
Pretty sure the whole world knows how I feel about sushi, buuut Im quite certain I've never introduced the iced mango.
Its pure brilliance, in a cup. I dont even know how to describe it, but its right up there with my love of sushi. Reminds me so much of summer, and of the races.
Cecilia and I used to get them every day over summer, and after a day at the races.
Just another wee detail Im going to miss when I move south. ='(

Speaking of south, had a chat to mum again today about uni.  She pointed out how convenient it is for me that mum wont go on a plane or a boat ;) hahahahahah yussssssss!!!
But yeah, pretty sure shes accepted the fact that im outties at the end of the year. Canter-Berry ahoy?

Anywho, after luunchhh I had nothing to do so went to bed :P Upon waking I felt like a complete Slob-Kebob. Buht watevs.

Totally planning on riding the pony tomorrow. The aim was to work him today, but I left my bridle and girth in my dads car, and he was in town all day. Shot fuqwits. Goodly as organising. TBH Kinda nervous about riding again, he hasnt had any proper work since I moved to Orewa. And he has been on quite a high energy feed and proved hes lightning fast yesterday with a galloping stint up and down the paddock when Jindalla Diamonds And Pearls (dont know her paddock name) left to have her feet done. So definately not looking forward to becoming road kill. Again. ;)


Road kill... finally starting to feel better about the SADD crash earlier in the week. Have talked to a number of people about it and its starting to sit right in my head a bit more. Not losing as much sleep over it which is definately a positive thing!
On the not so positive... still late. Or skipped. Or whatever. HUMPH!


But I'll deal with that one for next week.
For now, ¡adiós!
besos  =]
xxxx

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Friday 20th

Busy ish day today, thanks to one total diva of a pony. Shot Mack.

Morning started at falloons, getting horse food. Was quite the mission, as i was still eating breakfast. Mum was a pain, kinda just stood in the way while I was lugging around massive bags of pellets and the like. She pushed me into some feed and laughed so i whacked her with my chaff.

Then back home for about 20 mins to get ready for the farrier. Back to Mack, to change his cover, have his feet done and feed him. The plan was to then head to school for the rest of the day, but by the time I was done with the horse my day was practically over.
When we went to leave the Graemar mums shitbox of a car wouldnt start. Luckily Graemar is just around the corner from home so we walked. Upon arrival I had a shower as I was coated in mud, and went out again with mum to get sushi. Sushi was her payment for the use of my car, which she complained about the whole time she drove it, as it was 'too big, hard to see out of, dangerous, heavy feeling, difficult to park, etc etc.' I informed her that if she didnt like it that much she could go and sit in her car which does not work, and just pretend shes driving it. Either that, or shut the fuck up. =]

Thought a bit about next year and the realisation of what Im planning finally sunk in. That plan - moing out of Auckland. Definately a scary thought. JAFA pride, I've lived here all my life, and I love it. The size, the high population, the city. I love the flashy high fashion streets, the nightlife, the busy overcrowded city streets. I love all the beaches, mission bay in the summer. I love the restaurant and cafe scene, and views from the tops of hills/volcanoes/whatever they are. Auckland rated 4th in the most livable cities in the world, coming just below Vienna, Zurich, and Geneva. At this point it is probably worth noting that the only other city in NZ which made the top 20, was Wellington in 12th place. I guess when it comes down to it theres just nothing worth mentioning south of the Bombays ;)

Three weeks until my next OAE (Out of Auckland Experience). These have definately been limited over the past 17/18 years, and tbh I'm always super pleased to be back. But this is one I'm really looking forward to. And with good reason. =]

I changed my mind about my winter coat btw, for anyone who read previous blogs. Its still warm and snuggly. =]

That concludes todays blog.
Still cant believe I only have a few more months here.. but its going to be so worth it!
=]

over n ouuutttt
xoxo