Friday 7th May

BIIARRCH YEEAAAHHH!!!




Fuck Im in the awesomeessssttt mood everrrrr!!!! ahahahahaha. omg. lol.



I dont know why. Just really Upppbeaaat. On cloud nine or some shit. haha.



Campbell keeps reminding me to write about families, and I'm giong to try to tonight, although i dont think Il be able to get to the depth id like to be able to. far too fizzzyyy.



So, Next week My english is due, my social studies is due and my biology is due.

i've hardly started any of them!!! =/



hence, I am currently at home being a wee hermit, trying not to txt, and get on with my work.

But hey, a little family time never hurt anyone. (well its possible, actually highly likely in abusive family relationships, but we wont go into that just yet).

So the other night I was thinking. about friends, family, future, etc etc.



and i started reminiscing. Particularly, back to the night my brother almost died. It was the day after his 2nd birthday. so he was 2, and I was 6. We had a shitload of people at our house for fireworks. Loads of friends and family and neighbours. all was going well until the show off little 2 year old climbed the railings on our deck, slipped, and fell.

It was a 6m (or so) drop, onto concrete.

I remember that night clearly, although bits are a bit fuzzy as I didnt understand what was happening at the time.

all the adults started scrambling around, crying and screaming and yelling directions to each other. Those who couldnt help went home.

I remember watching my mum on the phone to the ambulance, crying histerically.

he was my best friend at the time, and not knowing whether he would live or die was horrid. Only on the last few years has that blood stain worn off.

Anyway, I stayed at my nanas that night, as both my parents were in the ambulance.

Obv he survived. But was in hospital for a loong time. I used to go there afterschool and eat his food =D



It kinda made me realise how much you need to treasure family. Keep them close, and never miss a chance to tell them you love them. Coz anyday they could be snatched away from you, within seconds, and yool forever regret not being a tighter unit.



and my day? I was a bitch in business, did nothing in socials, filed confidential absence notes for Ms Murray, had coffee, got sidetracked several times in bio, pretty much fell asleep watching movies at lunch time, and checked the clock every 2 seconds in physics.

Jaclyn was away and raiden was at SADD so Jarryd sat next to me. =/ And for whatever reason he thought it would be funny to put his arm around me. It wasnt funny. i wanted to kill him. But i refrained.

ohh aaannnddd I spent the day feeling like a feather, really really light, like i was walking on clouds or would just float off at any time. =) Was epic.



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