This morning i woke up at 11:23 to loads of unread txts from someone who woke up before me.Then at 11:25 i got a txt from Natasha asking if I wanted to go to Targets grave with them, and they would come and pick me up now. So bounced outta bed, flew around the house getting ready, and they arrived.
On the way we talked about what happened, and fought back tears. When we got there I broke down again upon seeing the grave, and Tasha had to pursuade me to go close. Was a super hard thing to do, but definately feel a little better about it having visited.
Will dedicate a blog to him with pictures when I eventually accept his death.
After seeing the grave, we went to our horses just up the road, and while Tasha fed Storm i gave Mack a super huge cuddle and rode him round in the paddock. Had a think about Target while I was on him and we were looking over towards where Tar is buried.
Then we went and jumped up the bank.
Eventually I hopped off, and hay was fed out and we left. When i got home I my grandparents were over so i talked to them, then went on msn for the rest of the day to keep my mind of Target.
That was pretty much my day.. now blogging, in tears once again and looking forward to tomorrow when I can be surrounded by the beautiful amazing people I refer to as friends =]
Love you dolls.
Fly free Target
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aww super sad for you hun,
ReplyDeletebiiig hugs,
just be happy and think of the good times you had together
xo
Biggggg hugs darling Georgie. We are all here for u, you'll get through this. It's so hard to accept, when they were such a huge part of your life. Animals deffo have one of the biggest impacts on anyone's hearts.
ReplyDeleteBig cuddle and try stay positive like Nikki said. xxxxxxx!