Tuesday 27th April

ay que riiicccccooooo
ay ay ay chiiiccooooo

haha. deffo remember that one from the other night =p

Anywayy

I forgot to blog last nyt! shocking, i know. I really am trying to get back into the habbit tho.

Yesterday was an epic day.
I went to school, and didnt do much more than straight socialising, tbh.
had study first, tawked to Cat and Jo the whole time.
Second was english, and Nikki and I just had a catchup goss sesh ;) hehe so cool having her back!!!! <3
Third was business, and we had a meeting with the bank peepz. So just sat around talking for an hour.
Fourth was social studies, and Jacqui, Sundanay and I went to Orewa. There we played on the playground, got the police email address, and got food =P I got a cool sign from the police station that says:

THE LAW

Minors

NZ Photo drivers licence, HANZ 18+ card or a current passport

are the only types of ID that we can accept.

If you look under 25

You may need to prove your age.

Its awesome. I put it on my wall xD
So then i went back to school for lunch, and left after coz i had study again last. haha rebel, i know. ;)

Laterrr onnn Lubii came over and used the internet to look for cars. we went and had a look at a lancer. Was alright. The guy selling it was hilarious. Like, to look at. If i could draw a photo on this thing i so would! but his general body/head shape was like this:

O

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hahahahahaa.

Yeah that was pretty much Monday.

Today wasnt a very interesting day. had the sciences, englishes, and business (which turned out to be a complete waste of time).

Currently, Im trying to think of something to talk about to give this blog some depth. Campbell sez I shud tawk about him and how hes the coolest person ever. But im not.

the main thing on my mind is the drinking age. when i first found out they want to put the drinking age up to 20, i disagreed strongly. I would argue that its not the 18 year olds causing the most problems, but the underage drinkers. and by putting the age up, there would simply be a fuckload more underagers. But thinking about it more, maybe that opinion was simply because Im so close to 18. would be gutting if they chucked the age up.

Pondering the subject now, maybe a higher drinking age would be a good thing.

for one, most 20 year olds have more driving experience than 18 year olds. So having them on the road would be slightly safer.

20 year olds are out of school, and living their lives. so theoretically, should be able to make better decisions. They would probably be able to handle their alcohol better than 18 year olds also.

and on a completely diffo side, maybe it would discourage people from growing up so fast? alcohol often results in intense flirting and opens up opportunities to meet a wide range of new people. Maybe, just maybe, if the opportunity to drink didnt become available until 20, it would help young people get through high school with more focus, and relationships wouldnt start till a bit later. Buut we wont go into that, coz by now we probably all know my opinion on that particular subject. =P

What do you think? should they raise the age? or leave it as is? Why?

Leaveee me a comment and lemme knoowwwww

loveeeeeeee

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Sunday the 25th?

Katchup blog as it is now Sunday and I have no idea where my weekend went!

I had so much to do this weekend. Have several essays that need to be written, research notes to be made, biology observations to be recorded, physics to be soaked in, social studies enquiries to put together, emails to flick off and phone calls to be made. Lots of phone calls. About 54 actually.
I havnt done a single one of those things.

Instead, I ended up teaching on Saturday, then gapping to Lubiis to go partying.
Hooray for 42sts.
We were invited to 2 21sts, drinks with Jed, somewhere else?? I cant even remember tbh.

So we went to Jeds and hung with him for a bit, then went to the 21st in Papatoetoe and were the only ones who awesomely danced like sluts, met up with Amelio (spaghetti) in mish bay, randomly saw Weah, talked to some randoms, gave my number to some people, went back to Jeds, fell asleep in Jeds bed (?), went back to Lubiis. Somewhere between meeting up with amelio and getting back to lubiis my phone left my possession. fuck knows wea it is now =( my 021.

Lubii started work at 7 this morning so had to get up at like 5. I think i mytv woken up but fallen asleep again at that time coz i have a shadey memory of her eating toast? That cudv been a dream.
Sooo she went to work and I stayed at hers coz as it turns out i didnt get up when she did. Then I went home at like 9. =P

Right now I should be making some poster things to advertise my car show. Since I might be popping in to albz today to invite cars. I should also be getting ready for the family thing today. Buuut my head is still spinning. fast.

wednesday 22nd

Hello my darlings

Back to blogging. Sadly was unable to come on yesterday as phone line and internet  were both down. Had taken the day off school to send emails and make phone calls and neither works out. fan-fucking-tastic.

anyway, today was alright. Bit boring, but i wrote a 9 paragraph essay in English, which i actually kinda liked. I love how im tawking about english and throughout my blogs my spelling and grammar is shcoking. i do realise it, i just cbf rewriting things. yoo awl love it anyway =P

Afterschool i caught up with the Lubester and we cruised around for hours. we had the radio up super loud, singing along into a hairbrush and dancing around. We screamed at people in their cars, people walking, made bird noises, monley sounds, and barked at dogs. It was really fun, but eventually all my energy was gone and we sorta died.

epic downbuzz. started thinking. About friendships, relationships, and last year.
I wish some of last year had never happened. Cant help but wonder how things would be now. I mean, i know theres no point in moping but it would be interesting.
And how much should you let people crush you before you cut off contact? Im the sort of person who you only have one chance with. fuck that up and im gone forever. but some people seem to stay in my life, no matter how upset or angry they make me. i just cant let them go. they get chance after chance, yet people who are always there for me no matter what dont get the same opps? idk how that works, but in my mind.. well in my mind it really doesnt work, but for some reason i cant help it. idk. maybe some people are just supposed to be in your life, put there for a reason. even if that reason is just to challenge you.
and maybe some rules should never be broken. thinking back to all the shit from last year, there are definately boundaries i wish i had never crossed. but i did, and one would hope that its all in the past now. i hope. i wish. doesnt seem to be tho. seems to have crossed over to 2010 and stuck. a grudge. like a red wine stain on a white dress. Cheap, tasteless red wine to be more precise, coz he wasnt even worth it.
maybz a goss sesh is in place. a true heart to heart with nothing left unsaid. so everythings out in teh open and everyone knows where they stand. no more pussying around and getting upset over the same stupid little things. time to grow up and move on? i thinkk soooo.

anyway, time to finish social studies for tomorrow. =/

Bloggers, I love you all.
and always remember the Golden Rule of Friendship:
never date a friends ex.

Dont break that one.

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Monday 19th

Dear blog

Today was the first day back at school. I love it there. sometimes. Its nice to just be able to chill and not have to worry about things. just focus on work. And seeing my friends everyday is great. I love you all so so so so so so so so so so so so so so muuch! =)

Today I also discovered that David is a prick and I hate him. Yeah we all know I dont mean that, but he definately gave me something to think about this evening.
Very thought provoking. not going to go into detail there, maybe tomorrow.

I hate being 17. so much pressure to do well and succeed and go to the top. and to fall in love and live happily ever after. And if it you dont want to go with that flow? If you wanna stay a crazy 16 year old for just a little bit longer? Guts. Coz thats not how it works.


Rahh.
Ditching this blog before i go into detail about it. I really just dont wanna type that much tonight.

Love you guys all muchly. And muchly more than that
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Sunday 18th

So

I havnt blogged since Thursday

But thats okay coz i still dont have much to say.

Friday I didnt really do anything.

Saturday Natalia and I brought Mack and Nazir to my place.

We rode them all through Orewa, through parks, in the estuary, through my school (LoL! and i saw my business teacher), and down the beach! We crossed a few main roads, had a number of children come to say hi, and loads of photos taken!!!

Swimming was awesome, and im super proud of both of them for keeping faily level headed for most of the time!!! xD Even though Mack had a wee tantrum at the rugby, everything else went okay.

Sunday was a day of nothing much. Saw the Plymouth (om nom fucking nom!) the porsche left (awww!!!! teaarr!!) and then caught up with Lubii.

We went and saw stacey at pony club and I dressed up like Shelley (in shelleys clothes).

I decided that the pants looked funny on me and in just them and a bra I looked like a genie. After some google searching i realised its more of a princess Jasmine look. But twisted. My clothes are black, not blue, and my hair is blonde.

Sorry shelleys pants, this is what you have become xD

Thursday 15th

I said I'd blog about it, so here it is.

Thursday. The day after the night before.
Last nyt was... epic? No, epic gives off a positive feeling.
Last nyt was fucked. Deffo a better way to put it.

Sitting in someone elses vomit, as they slip in and out of consciousness in a park at 1am is not fun. Being alone with said person, in said park, at said time, is also not fun.
Being asked if Im keen for a fuck in said situation, is, once again, not fun.

But I'm super appreciative of everyone who helped. Kern and Shelley and Jed and Jesh.
Jed and Jesh for pretty much just doing as I said to start with, and going to get Shell.
Shelley and Kern for coming out, for basically dropping everything to help.
You're all amazing =)

Can't write much more atm - hungover and still a bit shocked from last nyt.

Much lovee
xxx

Wednesday 14th

Today is wednesday, however i do not have pony club. why not? coz i cbf going, in all honesty. Buut natalia is sitting her certs tonight, so good luck doll!!! =)

Have been doing nothing of much interest recently, although i seem to spend like 98% of my time on the phone atm. Either txting, or phoning. Car show hosting is so hard!

Its a pamper day today. =) So nice. And listening to eargasm music. Haha. I need Lubii to come over now to appreciate Love Addict with me. =P She would also like to see my garage. rofl. om nom nom porsche.

Been txting her for the last few hours. haha. Talking to her about her wee (or not see wee, as it seems) problems, and getting some gossss. xD Love it.

Yeah nothing really to write about. I do have a lot to say but I would rather keep in this calm, happy state of mind for the rest of the night so I will attempt to keep my thoughts to myself.

My nail just broke. fuck a duck. soooo in need of a manicure. =/
Im so superficial. I just realised how often i look in the mirror, or play with my hair, or change my eye makeup or whatever. It really is shocking. But I guess its a good way to suppress emotion. Being superficial and shallow makes it near impossible to get emotionally attached to anything, since love becomes money, new cars, lipglosses, jewellery, clothes, shoes or handbags. Or a really amazing shampoo imported from Italy. =P So obsessed with it at the moment. Its made my hair go a really nice blonde colour, since it works with the sun to help lighten but also protects from sun damage. Then the conditioning spray is leave in and makes hair feel sooo nice. And it smells so good. omg. i love it.
I just did it again... glanced up at the mirror. My eyelashes look cool.


Anywayy..
I really want new costumes. Im such a dress up addict. Once i get rid of all my 'stuff' im getting new ones. xD chris wants me to dress up for his calendar. Still not 100% sure on that one.

o well
outties
places to see, people to do ;)
You know you love it
xxxxx